"I am a self-diagnosed past addict. I pine for lost love. I think incessantly about love I never had, love I really want to have, love I’ll never have."
"I’m not scared of never meeting
you. I’m scared of having met you,
and let you go."
"I think she was afraid to love sometimes. I think it scared her. She was the type to like things that are concrete, like the ocean. Something you could point to and know what it was… And I think that’s why she struggled with love. She couldn’t touch it. She couldn’t hold on to it and make sure it never changed."
Carrie Ryan, The Dead-Tossed Waves (via obdormio)